Are there songs and hymns led at your church that are hard for you to sing? Not because of a strange key or peculiar musical intervals, but because of the lyrics?
I have trouble singing "All to Jesus I Surrender." I want to mean what I say when I sing it. I'm not sure I can and still be honest with God, with myself, and with the people singing around me.
Same thing with the line "Take my silver and my gold; Not a mite would I withhold." Well, a mite ... maybe, since it's not a denomination of our current coinage. (Still, it would be a valuable collector piece!) How about just "take my silver" and let me keep the gold?
And there's the final verse "None of self, and all of Thee." Can't quite sing it with all my heart. Wish I could.
Sometimes I have to stifle a verse with a cough. Or just drop out and clear my throat. Or, more honestly, I just don't sing.
Am I being more harsh in judging myself than God would be? Does He see me the same way I saw my little ones when they used to proudly bring and give me some precious thing they had found ... something that was already mine?
Are there songs that are hard for you to sing?